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Name: Ben Jeremy
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Birthday: 9/2/1987
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Sunday, September 11, 2005



yea. i don't think i'd be bloggin' here anymore. it's just. blehh.

don't really like the site name anymore, or something like that. something__emo's so much cooler. bwuahaha. and plus, i came to the realization that managing two xangas would just be a pain in the arse. seriously.

so please, kindly add my new xanga if you haven't already. www.xanga.com/something__emo and again, yes that's TWO UNDERSCORES.

thanx a lot.

cheers!


Friday, September 09, 2005



SOMETHING EMO

BOO!!


made a new xanga, with a new layout.

i figured... i keep makin' layouts every now and then, so it'd probably be nice to have multiple xangas. probably...

heh, i barely even blog nowadays. hmph. oh wells!

check it out, eh? drop some props, comments and subscribe to me, please!

www.xanga.com/something__emo [yep, that's two underscores. some idiot got the name with a single underscore, heh, i dun think he even updates it anymore. ]

oh and to those who've requested layouts from me. [ ate jacky, kuya dave, sandred and kimmie ] sorry talaga ah! please bare with me! inspiration and creativity are hard things to come by, and mostly when something pops in my head, it applies to me only. that's probably what sucks about being an emo artist. oh wells...

just... bare with me!

cheers!


Saturday, September 03, 2005

[ damn, eh? don't you just hate it when you put 2 hours of work into blogging, only to have xanga and their stupid cookie settings request a relogin, resulting in the loss of all your work? grr!! yea yea, i know i shoulda saved my work, but i prefer to blame xanga, coz I CAN! hmph! ]

new layout

staind - it's been a while. all time favorite emo song. bwahahah. neh, i'm not emo or depressed or anything. just missing a certain hmmhmm, who btw *cough*ahem*cough* din't even greet me or gave me a call on my very speshul day. hmph! [ ey kimmie, if you're readin' this, you're mean. hmph! mwekeke. yea yea, i heard it all na. but hmph! you're still mean. oh wells. dun worry, still lovin' ya. ey, leave me a friggin' comment, won't ya? why'd ya have to be so discreet, eh? i mean, i know you stalk me all the time. hmph! ]

anyways...

i like my banner. pretty sweet if i do say so myself... and i do. bwuahaha. as for the rest... mehh, it's nothin' special. i ran outta ideas so i just took my old bg and redesigned it with different colors and redid the embedded bg image. photoshop is beginning to bore me... -___- 

oh and btw, incase anyone's curious about what i mean by the sub-text in my banner:
"but i can still remember just the way you taste..."
dun get any ideas, coz i'm talkin' bout roasted turkey.
mwekekeke. i kid, i kid.

moving on...

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maaaayyyn!! only two people propped my birthday blog!? HMPH!... where's the love, eh? -___-

anyways

my birthday celebration was okei. din't do much, but doesn't matter, coz the people who came are more important to me than having a grand celebration. love ya'll!

so the day started off with me lazing around at home. then majid called and told me to meet him down my building. went to chill around whampoa for a bit then went to the shop to ermh... work on my xangay, which didn't turn out as well as i wanted. i had like a whole empire of people messaging me every min, barely got any work done. hehe, as insanne joerr's puts it:


"i'm so famerrs!!"
bwuahahaha.
[ translation: "i'm so famous!!" ]

so then the calls started. one after another. heck, i even got atleast 7 calls from overseas, friends, relatives and whatnot. that was pretty weird... my relatives never call on my birthday. hmmhmmhmm. ah well. [ yea, i got greeted by everyone except hmph!! grr. ] anyway, that went on for more than 2 hours, and i was majorly late for an appointment at school. had to accompany sandred coz he wanted to check out what the school had to offer and perhaps enroll. luckily, he was still helpin' jeff fix up kuya dave's bed at their new place. bought me some time to deal with my err... fans... gahaha.

so lloyd came a bit after all that and we went on our way to yau ma tei to meet up with sandred. here's a couple of pics we took on the bus:


~ ma best bud


~ boo!! scary pic, eh?

so sandred had his interview, yadda yadda yadda. ran thru a few probs tho. first, he's still gotta wait for confirmation from IVE, which he applied for before goin' to my school. coz there's a chance they might not pull thru with the course he applied for, since there are too few students. and confirmation from his parents as well. hopefully, he'd go to informatics with me, majid and nem. more classmates that i know! w00tahh! y'know, even during the interview, people kept callin' me. darn. like leave my phone alone, eh? i'm so famerrs! >__< 24-hour fame, lemauuu!

anyways, we headed off to church after that, coz me and lloyd had pnw practice with the rest of the band. everyone was there already, cept kuya dave. so we practiced and everything, then chilled at church while we waited for joeey, ate jacky, ardy, etc. tita arlene, faith, lou and gen got me this hugo boss perfume thingy, it was encased in this metallic sphere and it smelled real nice! thanx for my gift! but ey, do i really stink that bad? bwuahaha. i kid.


~ mwekekekeke

and sarah!! haha, so sweet!! she baked a cake!!


~ w/ chocolate icing and strawberry jam! it was really good! this, coming from a guy who doesn't eat cake. mwekeke, thanx a lot sars!

so anyways, here are some pics taken at church:


~ the new american idol. americanong hilaw. bwuahaha. yea, that's lloyd with the rapist look.


~ birthday boy, with sarsii in the background


~ lola sars and ate joeey with my cake


~ o_O


~ the praning and the newly weds: sandredesis. lmao. cracked me up real badly.


~ psycho birthday boy with a cheap excuse for a murder weapon


~ what's left of my cake. and insanne joeey


~ a very touching moment

the guys hired this midget performer to put on a show for my birthday. it's pretty whack!



 
~ "huttt!! left foot up!!"


~ "now right foot! ahh!" yay!!!! *clap clap*


~ the boys. w00tahh!

so we left church and headed off to tst, went for dinner at KFC. pics pics:


~ chowin' down on some finger-lickin'-goodness! lmao, look at my facial expression. ang arte eh, noh? "ewww!! what's that!? eww!!"


~ mashhed potahhtohhs


~ pepsi models. sorry majid, you just don't have that ermh... quality! bwhahaha, payce bro!

so yea, after that, we all went our separate ways; most went home, we guys were s'posed to go to the bandroom, but it was 11 already, bleh. so instead, we just went to cyber. day was overall good, least it's not hectic like my last birthday, bwahaha. much love to the people who came and celebrated with me yesterday.

lloyd. charles. majid. nem. sandred. sarah. kuya dave. joeey. faith. gen. lou. ardy. ate jacky. ashley. aids.

thanx for comin' and makin' my day! love ya'll!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

to them picture snatchers: i got the whole album uploaded on my msn.space[click]. lots more pics there, but i haven't captioned them yet. i'm not feeling all that genius-ish right now, or what's a fancy way to say i'm lazy? mwekekke.

aights, that's pretty much it. but before i go, imma post just one more pic:


~ wahhh!! chaiileese coupohh!! chaiileese coupohh!! bwahahha!

payce!!
[ take care, always n Godbless]


Friday, September 02, 2005

 

 

BOO!!

happy birthday to me!!

updates later, lol!!


Monday, August 29, 2005

BOO!!

i'm done uploading the pics.

click here! ---> div3rse <---

there's like... 150 pics there or something like that. 75% of them are of joeey and sarsiipops. dun ask me... they took my cam which had 170+ available shots, and returned it with 60 left. nyahahah. oh wells. not complaining =D just check em out and leave me a comment. LEAVE ME A COMMENT!! DARNIT!! nyahahah! payce!

also; i changed the song on my xanga, which wasn't playing anyways -___-, to With a Smile by Eraserheads. yea, i know, it's like so 8 years ago, but mehh. just wanted to dedicate it to my bestfriend, sarah kate espiritu, love ya sars! ;)




---edit---

oh BTW!! I PASSED MY ENTRANCE EXAM INTO INFORMATICS!!i'm goin' to schooooooooooool baby, yeaaaa!! bwuahahaha. thanx to everyone who's been prayin' for me, and continuin' to support me. congrats to my bro majid, who's gonna be studyin' with me as well. w00tahh!!!

---//edit---

more updates later... when i feel like bloggin'.
PAYCE!
[ take care, always n Godbless]

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lift your head, baby, don't be scared
of the things that could go wrong along the way
you'll get by with a smile
you can't win at everything but you can try

baby, you don't have to worry
'coz there ain't no need to hurry
no one ever said that there's an easy way
when they're closing all their doors
and they don't want you anymore

this sounds funny but i'll say it anyway

girl, i'd stay through the bad times
even if I have to fetch you everyday
i'll get by, if you smile
you can never be too happy in this life

in a world where everybody
hates a happy ending story
it's a wonder love can make the world go round
but dont let it bring you down
and turn your face into a frown
you'll get along with a little prayer and a song

lift your head, baby, don't be scared
of the things that could go wrong along the way
you'll get by with a smile
now it's time to kiss away those tears goodbye

 



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